I’ve been told that I’m controlling.  I’ve been told that I’m selfish.  I’ve been told that I’m impatient, irrational, impulsive, and unempathetic.

In contrast, I’ve been told that I’m loving, generous, passionate, incredibly thoughtful, and inspiring.

I’m struggling.

I’m struggling to find balance between the two sides of me.

It’s even more difficult these days with 5 extra people (including a 2 year old and 6 year old) under my roof.

I feel as if everyone is screaming for space, screaming for time, screaming for attention, and me…

I’m screaming for balance.

photo credit to Aaron Rupp from http://www.theseedproject.net